Friday, October 16, 2009

Life...I'm so stressed out!

Have you ever thought that you can do so good in life but you don't realize how well you work to reach your goal? That's exactly how I feel right now. I want to graduate high school but I'm not sure how well I'm working to get to my goal. I feel like I'm working hard but it turns out that I'm not working as hard as I think I am. I know that I have potential and that I can do the things that I strive for, but there's just one problem...Procrastinating. I learned how to stop procrastinating but I use to procrastinate so much before that I don't even realize that I'm procrastinating now. If they had a type of name for people who cannot stop procrastinating, I think it would be called procrastinatingitis, or something like that. I'm so afraid of not graduating that I can't really sleep or do anything. My main focus is graduating right now and it scares me so bad to know that I might not do so well. I wonder if all seniors start to get scared like me...It's bad though because it just stresses me out...Good thing I have someone's shoulder that I can lean my head on and help me out... But stressing, I guess it's just a part of life...